Big Girls Don’t Cry Part Eight


“I’m with the DJ….”
I look at my reflection in the mirror and wonder who the girl with the hazel eyes and crazy curly dark brown hair is staring back at me.  Did I really invite the DJ back to our condo?  I peek out from behind the bathroom door and see him out there on the balcony talking to Sara.  I groan to myself.  Even from here his voice sends chills dancing down my spine.  What was I thinking or better yet what part of my body was doing the thinking?  I have never done anything like this before.  Ok it’s not like I am going to sleep with him. Yet. Wait, am I?  I am pulled from my internal argument over my possible bad girl behavior to the sound of my name. “Annie!  Did you fall asleep in there?”  I quickly pull my sweatshirt on and walk back out to the balcony.
Ray and Sara are sitting on the only two loungers on the balcony so I lean against the railing with the rising sun at my back.  Sara looks at Ray and then looks at me.  Ray opens his legs and pats the space on the lounger motioning for me to sit down.  I smile and sit down on the chair.  “Are you cold?” I nod my head.  What am I suddenly a mute?  “It does get a bit chilly this early in the morning especially on the beach but it is my favorite time of the day.  There aren’t too many people out yet so I can claim this part of the day as mine.  I pick who I share it with.”

I turn around so that I am looking at him.  We are so close right now that I could lean forward a few inches and touch his mouth with mine.  His lips are full and supple, ready to be kissed.  I can feel the electricity between us again.  I am looking into his eyes and feel my stomach fill with butterflies.  “It is amazing watching the sun rise.  I can’t remember the last time I was up this early to actually see the sun come up.”  He takes me by the shoulders and turns me back around so that my back is to him and pulls me against his chest.  Oh my heaven!  The heat has just gone from a simmer to a raging boil.  Sara gets up and kisses the top of my head.  “Well I am suddenly very tired so I am going to bed.  You kids have fun.  Don’t break the loungers please my aunt just bought them.”  I immediately blush but Ray just chuckles. 
We sit silently watching the sun slowly rise higher into the sky.  He is running his fingers across my shoulders and back and I am turning into putty right there in his hands.  I want to talk but I don’t because I don’t want to break the spell.  The heat is beyond boiling now and he pulls me closer to him and I can feel his breath on my neck. I tilt my head back so that so it is resting on his shoulder and our cheeks are touching.  His smell is intoxicating.  It is a mix of musk and sweat and it is driving me crazy.  I want to pounce on him right now.  I imagine turning and our lips meeting, that first spark of the first kiss between us.  The taste of his mouth on mine, his hands in my hair pulling me closer to him so that our bodies are touching our hands exploring each other.  I let out a small moan and that brings me out of my fantasy.  I sit up and look back at him.  He is looking at me with that same cryptic smile.
He stands up and I stand as well. I can feel our bodies so close now and I dare to reach out and touch his chest. I like what I feel.  It is his turn to shiver with excitement.  He takes my hands and kisses the palm of each hand.  I find this oddly erotic.  He leans in close and I think he is going to kiss me and I find his lips at my ear.  His breath is on me and I think I may explode right there.  “Annie.  You look sexy as hell in that sweatshirt.  Come to the club tonight I want to see you again.  I liked watching you dance tonight.”  With that he pulls away and walks toward the door pulling me behind him.  I watch him walk outside and call a taxi.  He turns and gives me that sexy smile.  I close the door and walk to my bedroom in a daze.
I am completely rattled in so many ways.  I want this man so badly right now and he knows it.  We have just begun the slow sexy dance of seduction and damn it I really like it.  Just as he did with his music he made me hungry for more.  Tonight cannot come fast enough.  I slip my headphones on and Jack Johnson helps me slide into another world of music and dreams.
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I awake to Sara sitting on the edge of my bed crunching on an apple.  “Well the loungers are in one piece, the living room is still pretty neat and you are still wearing your sweatshirt so I guess you didn’t get lucky?  I was so sure it was going to happen!  Why do you think I went to bed?!”  I laugh because she is almost pouting about it.  I stretch and push her off the bed as she squeals.  “Sara.  What kind of girl do you think I am?”  She gets up and quickly jumps on me. “The horny kind of course. I mean the connection between you two was sick! I could feel it from where I was sitting.  He is hot and single and so are you so go for it.  You need this.”

“Well he wants me to come back to the club tonight.  I know you wanted to head back today but do you think we could stay just one more night?”    She gives me this smirk like I am missing out on the punch line of some secret joke.  “Well duh of course we are staying another night.  Tom is on his way down so he can hit the club with us.  Now get your ass up it is already 4 o’clock and I am starving.  I ordered Chinese take-out and it should be here soon.”  We spend the rest of the afternoon hanging out and talking about her crazy sex life with Tom and my apparent lack of one.  Soon enough Tom arrives and they disappear into the bedroom.  I decide to go for a walk on the beach because I don’t want to hear them going at it especially since they have been apart for a full 24 hours it is bond to get loud in there.
It is 11:30 pm when we arrive at the club.  Again I feel that familiar pull of the music taking over my body calling me to the dance floor.  Tom heads to the bar to get us some drinks while Sara and I hit the floor.  I look toward the DJ booth and there he is in his glory.  He is moving to the music and has his headphones on getting the next track ready.  The memory of our sunrise heat brings that tingle to the surface and it has made its way to other areas of my body.  I am letting go to the music now as it takes over my body, moving me to a new level.  I feel as if I am on fire inside between the music and the thoughts of Ray in my head.
The spotlight is on me again and I see the bouncer waving me up to the DJ booth.  I smile at this.  I didn’t want to come here in and fawn all over him like some little puppy.  Ray pulls me into the booth.  Wow! It is completely different seeing the dance floor from here.  He leans close and says, “I’m going to give you a quick DJ lesson. Are you ready?  You are doing the next mix.”  I immediately get excited and freaked out all at the same time.  “Ok I am ready.  What do I do?”  He comes and stands behind me really close and zap there is that instant spark between us again I think it even takes him by surprise. His body is pressed up against me and he takes my hands and puts them on each fader.  I realize he has total control of me and that makes me want him even more right now.  

He gently takes my hand and has me slide the fader of the song that is playing down and takes the other hand and very lightly pushes that fader up so that song is starting to come through.  Both songs are playing at the same time and I know that in that moment I have the control that I am making this club jump up and down and scream.  Holy shit!  I just mixed a song in front of all these people!  He steps back.  “You did a great job how do you feel right now?”  I have this look of excitement on my face.  “I felt powerful.  Thank you.  That was crazy.”
“It was totally worth it to see the look on your face.  Listen I am out of here at 1 am.  You gonna to be here?”  I nod and smile, “of course. There is no way I can leave now.”  He comes closer to me and leans in, his lips on my ear again.  “Good.  I want to see you in that sweatshirt again….and nothing else.”  I think the temperature just went up about 15 degrees.  “Ok” is all I can manage to say.  I walk back over to where Sara and Tom are dancing.  “That was freakin hot Annie!  I thought he was going to take you right there in the booth.”
“Yes it was beyond words.  He got me so worked up.”  I am still on the high from the booth.  “He asked me to wait for him to get off work.  I need to get my sweatshirt out of the car before then.”  Yes I do pay attention to the details.  The rest of the evening goes by quickly and I am waiting outside with Tom and Sara when Ray comes out.  “Do you mind if I steal Annie for the rest of the night Sara?”  Sara practically hands me over on a plate to Ray and I have to laugh at this.  She either really wants the place for her and Tom or she is hoping I get really lucky.
We arrive at Rays place and he sees that I have the sweatshirt in my hands.  “Ah yes the sweatshirt I like so much.  I am going to put some music on.  Do you want something to drink?”  I ask for a glass of wine and decide to locate the restroom.  If he wants the sweatshirt then the least I can do is put it on for him.  When I come out of the restroom I see that the lights are off but there are candles lit everywhere and I can hear the soft strains of Kasmir by Led Zeppelin.  I am surprised but pleasantly so.  I am wearing the sweatshirt but I still have on my bra and panties I am not that brave.
He comes out of the kitchen with two glasses of wine and stops when he sees me.  “Wow.  You have no idea how sexy that looks on you.”  I cock my head at him.  He is right I don’t get it but if he likes it then that works for me.  He puts the glasses down and drops to his knees in front me.  He runs his hands up my legs to my hips.  He looks up when his hands touch my panties.  I just smile shyly at him.  His hands slide under the sweatshirt and I can feel his fingers lightly touching my stomach, chest and as he stands he runs his fingers up and down my back.  The heat from his touch and the sweatshirt is making me very warm for all the right reasons. Very slowly he slides his hands up my sides taking the sweatshirt with him as he goes.  The sensation of this sends me to a higher level.  It is sensual and sexy, my body is responding to the changes in temperature and his touch.  The sweatshirt falls to the floor.
I stand before him in my bra and panties with the flickering light of candles and the sounds of Led Zeppelin around me.  He comes closer again and his lips are right there and just when I think he is not going to kiss me he does.  His lips are soft and taste slightly of wine.  The butterflies in my stomach are fluttering like crazy trying to get out.  His kisses are slow and unhurried.  His lips and tongue explore mine in if in a slow dance.  His hands embrace me and pull me closer to him so that I can feel the length of his body against mine.  This feels so amazing.  I. Want. More.

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